I barely know me
I need some sort of a revelation, from he who created me
The things I swore I couldn’t do have become a part of me
The things I hate doing
Things that fill me to the brim with self-loathe
Things hidden beneath my teeth and clothes
Sometimes I think my very existence is a mistake
My shoulders are burdened by heavy bundles of blame
For a past that I had no control over
Whoever sowed my seeds maliciously laced them with ounces of shame
I am sandwiched between two extremes;
Nobody understands me, neither do I
What am I worth?
I am the color of disappointment,
A definition of failure,
The barren branch of a vine that is chopped and burnt
The path to righteousness bruised my shoulders
Vanity found me ugly, couldn’t live in me
Love chose butterflies, fled from the dull me
Behind me trail 99 problems
No one in sight to help me solve them
And I am addicted to things am ashamed to pen…
What do I stand for?
For what purpose was I created?
Am I the only one these questions?
Sliver of Darkness 
Its like i wrote it, u speak my language some how loool good work
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Thanks Mr. Holy..that answers my last quiz…I will never be alone
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No u will never be alone
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Thanks for warmth. that doesn’t solve my problems but fires energy in me to fight on..plus brightens that light tucked at the debris of what used to be a tunnel
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That’s a powerful piece…Dark, but powerful.
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Thank you my dear….walking the path of self discovery
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The journey in life does make you question your fate. The path leads to you to find the right answers. One day you’ll look back and realize it was a test; and you passed! Stay strong. Blessings and peace!
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How motherly! now I know I met you virtually for a purpose, its words of this sort that give me hope of a better tomorrow. thanks Miss Vee
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You’re welcome my son! Keep the faith and know that you’ll be a shining star! Blessings and hugs! 😁
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Thank you for being what you are. A spring of hope. Even with no sound your words still echo in my ears. And the hugs! I can feel the warmth. I am forever indebted. (copy pasting this comment on a template titled “Reasons to face Tomorrow”…Smiles 🙂
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Awwww! This makes me feel special. We have to spread love and be encouraging. If more did this…we’d live in a better world. 😊
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Now you have instilled the spirit in me..spreading love..spreading smiles and giving a helping hand whenever I can…changing the world in bits…I will begin with my own world. make it better for others! Love Love Love be abound on wings of doves 🙂
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That’s what I want to hear! Spread your wings and soar as high as you can. Always share love and joy. Never forget it starts within you! ☺
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Yes. A complete mindset change. Av gotta love me despite my own inequities then share the joy of appreciating the much I’ve got with others in much worse circles… lesson learn’t. Thanks Vee
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You’re welcome. It’s not easy, but essential for spiritual growth! Blessings and peace!
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Now you’ve made it rain now wisdom will blossom. no more aridity. good health and longevity may engulf you:)
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Thank you, and you as well my brother/son! LOL 🙂
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A son is more appropriate. I guess. not based on age difference but on wisdom of age.
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Then son it is! We live and learn. 🙂
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Yeah. each day growing in wisdom and love. what more need I ask for? not much just protection of he who made the universe for all he created
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That’s so true. We all need that! I pray for world peace everyday! I am blessed, and very grateful to God. He has shown me the path to follow. 🙂
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And you can bet you’re not alone:)
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Amen! I’d like to think we can make a difference in the world.
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Yes we we can.. we have already began in bits with patience and thy grace it will be possible
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Keep the faith, and the love flowing.
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I will. thank you
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You’re welcome. 🙂
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Everyone at some point in life undergoes the same queries as above. Some have realized their purpose in life, others are still trying to find it. Either way we are all works in progress.
George, i got nominated for a 5 day writing challenge titled 5 photos, 5 stories. Am on day 2 and i have nominated you too.https://akhymjanja.wordpress.com/2015/03/09/five-photos-five-stories-day2/
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Thanks my Bro. lemme check it out!….we’re all works in progress.. I love that
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