Worms have invaded my mind
Nothing left between my ears
Just here tryna love this hollow husk
But love is evasive
I’ll try living instead
Tag Archives: lost
Present
When you’re present
Your presence is so absent
When you’re absent
Your absence is evidently present
My dear, where are you, body and soul?
Lost
I have been standing here too long
Counting all that I’ve lost
The love of my life is mute
Ignoring my advances to have her close
Building walls with pillars of my love
Anchoring my love for her on lies
Of her past lover
How many times do I have to call
When I know she won’t pick up?
How many words do I have to speak
To ears blocked with hate
For all beings male?
Does she care what I do?
Does she care what i feel?
Does she care who I spend my time with?
She’s left me in a state of apathy
She cares of nothing about us
what i thought we had
never existed in the first place
I’m back in this room I know too well
Soon the blood shall flow
And the smell will summon them
The hungry mongrels
To grab my heart pieces
like roasted hooves
of a slain lamb
Burry me deeper
Burry me deeper enough to stay dumb
Burry me deeper, for I don’t want to witness your fights
Fighting over what you didn’t create
When I labored all alone, broke my spine to give my children a life I only dreamt of as a kid
I see you wagging tongues, now you’re closer to a corpse
A corpse you couldn’t stand as a person
You eulogies suck, praises, now I am the man
Who stood for what is right
Who fed the hungry
Who schooled your children
But you never said thanks when I did all these
Burry me fast, am breaking at the weight of your words
All lies,
I’m not in my grave yet
But I hear rants
Who takes what? Who takes what?
This is mine, which is yours, we share,
Share it all,
He would have liked me to have this,
Are you even my children?
I see them crumbled in a corner
They can’t wail anymore, they are the real losers
They’ve lost a father
And everything the father worked for
That they may enjoy when am gone…
Burry me deep before they begin crying,
I don’t want to see them walking barefoot,
I have no strength left to fight for them
Hunger will never kill them
But your greed will
Burry me deep, deeper enough
That my curses won’t reach you
LOST
I lost the sight
Of a future so bright
I lost the identity, No longer the me I knew
Seen by many understood by few
I lost the path
To knowing what am worth
Been told am useless
But they a’int maskless
Hiding the fires in their eyes
Tryna burst my highs
If I cant be them, I don’t exist
To be me they wont resist
They wanna be me
They’d love to me
But they are lost
Hating what they’d love most..
I am lost…They are lost
We need each other to find the way
